I know. And- [she pauses, not sure if she should share this, but it's Cass] you know what sucks? I used to... I used to see you too. Sometimes you'd cheer me on or tell me good job. But the other times, it wasn't... you. Well obviously, but I mean, you'd- or the you I saw would just say everything I thought to myself. Allllll the bad things. What's funny is you were probably the most supportive person in my life at the time, no, not just probably. You definitely were.