[ Some she knows. She knows what it is like for grief to swallow a mind up whole- how it dwarfs all reason in favor of pain. She knows what lies between her and Cassandra, unexplored, unspoken, and so unruined. But that Laura Wilson is a person worth missing that much? That's a little beyond her. ]
Definitely. Persephone's not officially back yet, so just call me some time you're home early?
[exploring what lies between them would ruin what they have. and their friendship borders enough on romantic as it is. neither of them is healthy enough to take that step and then go back to how things were, cassandra knows. well, she suspects laura isn't. she's certain about her own situation. and besides, the supposed "best case" outcome if they clear the air? off the table for so many reasons. and regardless of her feelings, cassandra doesn't want that kind of relationship with her. or she's reasonably sure she doesn't.
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Definitely. Persephone's not officially back yet, so just call me some time you're home early?
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if only she knew what she does want.]
Totally.